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Behind It All

She never told her love,
But let concealment, like a worm i'th' bud,
Feed on her damask cheek. She pined in thought,
And with a green and yellow melancholy
She sat like Patience on a monument,
Smiling at grief. Was not this love indeed?
(Shakespeare, Twelfth Night, 2.4.115-120)

Admirations

... that One God
... that person whom I've known for over a year but noticed only now
... that band that I hail and the one that makes me go dub-dub-dub
... that Canon EOS K2 Rebel
... those friends from back in the days
... those bitters
... those dreams
... those chinitotoys turned pinototoys
... those puppies owned by other people
... those pictures I've taken

Other Beauties

Anna Marie
Angel
April
Kor
Chona
Diana
Joane
Ian
Patricia Lauren
Maria Monica
Ruth Creole
Ruth Crayola
Nadine

...EXIBITIONS

  • June 2005
  • September 2005
  • October 2005
  • November 2005
  • January 2006
  • February 2006
  • March 2006
  • April 2006
  • July 2006
  • August 2006
  • September 2006
  • October 2006
  • November 2006
  • December 2006
  • February 2007
  • March 2007
  • May 2007
  • October 2007
  • February 2008

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    Thursday, November 09, 2006


    I'm getting worried, and turning lonely. My grandparents are leaving on Saturday 4am.

    Why am i acting this way? Well, in case you dunno, Im very close, attached, to my grandparents. I treat them as my second parents. Theyve given me alot, and helped me sustain my life. And Im nervous, my heart is pounding for Im sure I'll get teary-eyed once Id be once again separated from them. It would take another 1-2 or even more years after Id be able to see them again. Id be lucky if theyd be able to come the following year but Im pretty sure thats not gonna happen.

    Anyway, I brought my Mama to Gateway. It was her first to visit and shop at that certain mall. Its about 10mins away from home if youre gonna travel via mrt. So I decided we take that mode of transpo to let her experience travel thru that transpo. She was shocked at how many people squuezed themselves and pushed through just to be able to have a seat (if theyd be so lucky) or have a chance to grab the pole or whatever metal there is capable of bein held on to. It was a good choice not to have Papa tag along or hed be unsatisfied with the environment. So there, we went through almost all clothing shops and shoe salons there. I wish I couldve bought another pair of shoes for school, but I hesitated to Mamas offer for I know for sure that its cost of value wouldnt be worth the flood and heavy rain it would go through during rainy schooldays. I dont wana waste Mamas money if id know that in a short span of time those shoes would be useless. I told her Id just buy another pair once my Anne Klein a.ka. rain shoes can no longer support my shoes while still looking perfect on my feet.haha

    I guess i should just keep myself busy and turn my attention to other things so as to let me be anxious of their departure. Oh I wish i could.

    Then again...