<body> Solitary
Behind It All

She never told her love,
But let concealment, like a worm i'th' bud,
Feed on her damask cheek. She pined in thought,
And with a green and yellow melancholy
She sat like Patience on a monument,
Smiling at grief. Was not this love indeed?
(Shakespeare, Twelfth Night, 2.4.115-120)

Admirations

... that One God
... that person whom I've known for over a year but noticed only now
... that band that I hail and the one that makes me go dub-dub-dub
... that Canon EOS K2 Rebel
... those friends from back in the days
... those bitters
... those dreams
... those chinitotoys turned pinototoys
... those puppies owned by other people
... those pictures I've taken

Other Beauties

Anna Marie
Angel
April
Kor
Chona
Diana
Joane
Ian
Patricia Lauren
Maria Monica
Ruth Creole
Ruth Crayola
Nadine

...EXIBITIONS


  • June 2005
  • September 2005
  • October 2005
  • November 2005
  • January 2006
  • February 2006
  • March 2006
  • April 2006
  • July 2006
  • August 2006
  • September 2006
  • October 2006
  • November 2006
  • December 2006
  • February 2007
  • March 2007
  • May 2007
  • October 2007
  • February 2008

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    ...Lost in beauty

    layout design, coding,  photo-editing,

    by ice angel



    Brushes- 1| 2

    Wednesday, September 28, 2005


    Too precious...
    I met you one day, through friends that I accidentally met and knew. We never knew or noticed each other, I guess. Until that day, I saw you walking with them towards me. They said "Hoy!", and you said nothing. Then I knew you were meek, my very total opposite. They then introduced you to me, a wave and a smile were my answers. You did the same, only you did not wave. Coz if you did, yea, I'd laugh. Just an acquaintance. Yes. Yes.
    You had this bad habit. A vice, for me, that I observed. I know all guys do this. All guys drink. You guys drink too much. Red horse is the name, strong as it's known. But it's okay. Enough said.
    Coz I know we're friends, we just flash a smile, shout out loud our names, and raise eyebrows to say "Hi!". These are the usual things that we exchange to each other. Friendly. You're just one of my acquaintance-that-became-friends.
    Then a year has passed. I never really knew that I'd notice you. Just now that I realize that, hey, you've got something that I like. Got this feeling for less than a month. See how long since I've never noticed you? It took a year before you became this someone to me. But. I will never tell you that I feel for you this way. Yes, maybe never, alright.
    I'd just savor the times that we meet and talk. Lust-free liking. Haha! Clean as it is. Coz you're my friend and I want to keep you as that. But of course, the liking is still there. Only kept from you. I'm too shy to tell - I'm a lady you know, I can't tell it to you face-to-face. It's okay if you wouldn't notice. I just need to see you whenever I want to.
    My friends already know who you are and how I feel. I hope your friends wouldn't. I'd be dead scared.. Ang mga yon puro kalokohan. They can shout it out loud, just as you're all calling out my name when we're on the same floor. - I missed that. Before you used to shout it out loud with them, but why not now?
    I noticed how you would see me before and now. When I'm with my girls or just someone, you just stare at me and show a bit of smile - JUST THAT! But when I'm alone, that's the only time that you approach me. I like you hair... guess what? My friends say you're fine. I tell them, "what's mine is mine!!" And we all laugh.
    But snap back to reality. You're not mine. -yet! HAHAHA (kidding)

    Then again...

    Wednesday, September 21, 2005


    I'll forever be this way. Hanep, sobrang pagod na and nako, ang stress na toh, ewan ko nalang, it's killing me. Anyway. Since I've got all the time in this world, im back in business. Haha joke. Balik ym, balik late-night ym sessions with friends. Back to my real life, probably. But still not having my social life back. La na. I miss going out with my barx -- Window-shopping, eyeing on guys at Galle, watching horrific movies, ah just strolling. Oh not to mention our numerous wacky pics! Sht i miss the good old HS days. But fortunately, I'm still reminded of these cuz believe it or not, my college barx do these things with me as well! Haha odebah ayus ayus!! Miss kona magbilliards!!! BANO NA KO!!! Shet. Beginner stat nanaman aku pag punta ko sa bilyaran nina Mikoy. HAyuf!!! HAahaahah anu beh. MISS KO NA KAYOOOOOO!!!!! :D ang elbs, syet so miss those days na pinagtatawanan naten ung mga u-know-who-in-pertaining-to girls (or tibs?!?!) HAHAH miss kona den ang pizza eating session namin ni menia. gobble it all up in 5mins! Hahaa yakangyaka!!! takawness. buti nalang di kami tumataba. Advantage of havin a black hole in our stomachs. oyeah! so there hafta end this here, will be doin my philo paper. Hrrnes. Toodles!

    Then again...

    Tuesday, September 20, 2005


    Damn! Yesterday I was already panicking!! My pc's been down for over a month, and it's only tonight that it had been recovered from its grave.. Yesterday i had so many things going on in my mind. I was thinking how I'm going to be able to submit papers for har and philo if my pc would be fixed later on Sunday. Then when I got home. Bam! Surprise! Surprise! Welcome to the real world!! Haha i missed this. Really. Fun fun fun!! :D

    Then again...