<body> Solitary
Behind It All

She never told her love,
But let concealment, like a worm i'th' bud,
Feed on her damask cheek. She pined in thought,
And with a green and yellow melancholy
She sat like Patience on a monument,
Smiling at grief. Was not this love indeed?
(Shakespeare, Twelfth Night, 2.4.115-120)

Admirations

... that One God
... that person whom I've known for over a year but noticed only now
... that band that I hail and the one that makes me go dub-dub-dub
... that Canon EOS K2 Rebel
... those friends from back in the days
... those bitters
... those dreams
... those chinitotoys turned pinototoys
... those puppies owned by other people
... those pictures I've taken

Other Beauties

Anna Marie
Angel
April
Kor
Chona
Diana
Joane
Ian
Patricia Lauren
Maria Monica
Ruth Creole
Ruth Crayola
Nadine

...EXIBITIONS

  • June 2005
  • September 2005
  • October 2005
  • November 2005
  • January 2006
  • February 2006
  • March 2006
  • April 2006
  • July 2006
  • August 2006
  • September 2006
  • October 2006
  • November 2006
  • December 2006
  • February 2007
  • March 2007
  • May 2007
  • October 2007
  • February 2008

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         Brushes- 1| 2

    Friday, October 07, 2005


    Bakit ganun? Lagi na lang akong sablay. Ako ba o ung pagkakataon?

    Dati, sa isang taong binibigay ko na kay Andrea. (Iyo na please, haha) ang insensitive ko that time. Di ko naisip na baka na-hurt ko siya. Sinabi pa talaga ni Annama at saka lang aku nauntog.

    Ngayon naman, dito sa taong sabi ni Che ay mahal ko daw. Sht mahal ko ba yun? Kung ako man, di ko masagot yun. Malay ko ba? Manhid ako eh. Asa.
    Lunes pa lang... gusto ko makita anu kaya nagbago sayo? Baka meron akong mapansin. Para di naman uli maging manhid. But nooo, I didn't see you that day. As in buong araw. Aray! Tae.
    Kanina... Alas! Nakita kita nang palabas ka ng building at kami ni Che ay papasok. yes, nasabi ko. Antaray nakita kita after 4 days! Saya ko na. Tiningnan kita pero di ka tumingin, nag-ayus ka pa ng buhok mo. (tanging gusto ko sayo, antaray! heheh joke lang) Naisip ko, baka umiiwas ka. Kaya, yumuko na lamang ako at gaya mo, umiwas ako. Masakit. Kasi biglang humirit si Che: "Anu ka ba ba't di mo pinansin?!?! Nakatingin kaya!!!!" Sh*t sablay!! MALAY KO BA? Sinong sablay? Baka ako ano?

    Minsan na nga lang kita makita, di pa kita nakausap. Di pa kita tiningnan. UMIWAS PA KO. I must be stupid. Yeah. I am, I guess.

    Naisip ko tuloy ung mga napansin ko... Sa tuwing mag-isa kong naglalakad, lumalapit ka at nagbibiro pa. Pero pag anjan sila, asan ka? Hayun umiiwas na. Bihirang tingin na lang. Kung hindi naman, nakatingin ka tas un na, or ngiti kang pangiwi. Aray naman. Badtrip bat ganun?

    Sht cadaver what's wrong?!

    Then again...