Moments Too Precious

KPOP!

2008-02-29T14:20:00.010+08:00

Due to the Hallyu that has really hit me hard (right on my heart! haha), I have decided to make this list of male Korean stars whom I admire both for their looks and their talents. So here goes, enjoy every bit as much as I'm doing... Well, not too much rather.

To begin with, GONG YOO

He is the lead actor of 2007's 1st Shop of Coffee Prince. He has numerous other K-dramas around. Yoo girls pretty much know more than I do.

Date of Birth: Jul. 10th, 1979

Body: 184cm/ 74kg

Title: Actor

Hobbies: Watching movies, Playing the basketball, and Exercising

Debut: KBS Drama “School 4” (2001)

source: http://www.hancinema.net/korean_Gong_Yoo.php

Next on the list is GYU HYUN (Cho Kyu Hyun), who is more known as KyuHyun.

He is a member of the boyband Super Junior (wow! a Boyband composed of 13 members! Bet you can't name all of `em due to their number, but anyway...) I see Taiwan's Vic Zhou in this guy. Nice!

Date of Birth: February 3, 1988
Origin: S. Korea
Genre: K-pop
Occupation(s): singer, dancer

Instruments: vocals, piano

Third on my list in PARK KI WOUNG, star of the 2nd My Tutor Friend movie. Got the looks, got the moves! You gotta see him move -> http://youtube.com/watch?v=OiDEEwkyMv4 (sorry can't help it) It's soo funny, yet I am truly amazed. Just go see it.

Birthdate: October 23rd, 1981
Height: 189 cm

Who could ever forget the Waffle Prince Sun Ki (1st Shop Coffee Prince), KIM JAE WOOK? Ohh, I should've gotten hold on those waffles of love. Hahaha they must be that goood for the girls to buy so much! (Or it's not the waffles they want?)

Name: Kim Jae Wook

Date of birth: 1983-Apr-02

Profession: Actor, Model

Height: 183cm

Here's a young pretty boy named Ajoo (Noh Ah Joo), an 18year old fresh singer. He's latest single is 1st Kiss. He prolly turns young girlteens' heads with his hair, and his lips. I'm not pretty sure if he's Korean or Japanese. I haven't done any good research about him.

Another prettyboy, and an eye-candy, JANG GEUN SEOK. He's an actor, recently seen in Hwang Jin Yi and Lovers in Prague. (I've only seen him in a very short-lived role in Hwang Jin Yi, but yes, he was cute there.)

Some of these guys are not yet famous. Actually, I've never heard of them until I surfed the net through http://asianfanatics.net

Before, I was not really interested with Korean Dramas or any show they've made. This present interest was due to the cute story of the drama presently aired in PH, which is the Coffee Prince. Along with a couple of my friends, we couldn't resist the tempting excitement (and admiration) of it.

It's also interesting to learn Hangul, by the way. Try learning it, :D

FRIENDSTER COMMENTS

2007-10-17T18:57:00.000+08:00

Listed below are the comments given by my good friends which were posted in my first friendster account. I placed them all here since I finally decided to delete the said account.
*** It feels good to read these comments, I never even thought these would be something of significance to me. Anyway, here they are

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Comments during Highschool:

JamiePosted 05/06/2004 22:14
Hey cuz! wazzup! Even if our houses are miles apart...we still keep in touch! mapa txt man o twing pumupunta dyan sa haus nila. She's the coolest cuzin i have! I look up to her as an older sis...(parang nasabi ko na toh ha?!) anyweiz c the pic?! ako ung mganda sa tabi nya! wakekekekekek! SOBRANG BAIT NYA TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH! lahaT kme inaalagaan nyan! Kung bibigyan ako ng dyos ng pagkakataong baguhin ang mga tao sa paligid ko...I won'T ask for anything more....I'm happy with the crazy cuz I have now!So if anyone tries to hurt her (specifically Boys)prepare to face MY WRATH!!!!! BWAHAHAHAHAHA! promise! wakekekekeekekekekek!!!! cge take care mah soul sistah! peace! ahihihihihi!

exoPosted 25/02/2004 03:06
Um, I cant say much... I dont really know her that much and I bet she doesnt know me that much either... Ang balita ko eh cool daw 2, tska benta lagi... Nakakaliw magemcee... Hehe... Ah, at tska malakas siyang tumawa... Peace out... U

denisePosted 02/12/2003 04:00
nyahaha! georgina!!(: one of my closest friends!(: mis n po kta!hahaha(: nwy,m jst goin to kip ur testi short,oki?wag kn rrklamo!(: c georgie,chums n kme nian since 2nd yr!hehe,we went thru a lot na,thru thick nd thin,she's been der..(: nyak! prang an tgl2 n tlga ntn ngksma! m so hapy i met some1 lyk georgie,,npka kulet na babae yan!tawg ng twag sa bhay!jke!(: her hilarious ways are also complimentary(: masarp kasama nd kausp yan..very religious and studious.haha(: bilib din ako kc nbbalance niya un time nia both 4 sch nd other things(: apir! sobrng neat din nito!grb,wla kng mkktang magulo jan! xcpt nlng mnsan pag fly away hair niya!(; hahaha! peace!(: georgie's a true friend! very trustworthy.. but wen it cums to kindness..duh,dont ask..haha.. madamot yan eh!(: jke(: last year, lht na nagsh2re kme..RED BALLPEN,notes, suklay,PAD PAPER!(:, mga sagots,at kung ano2 pa..(: lgi anjan c george!(: malakas nga lng toh mang-asar!haha,pro ok lng..funny..(: mga gusto nito ay mga kuya ng kanyang mga kaibigan..k2ld nln
ng kuya ko..nyahaha!kidding!(: nwy, cge mabuhay ka horhe!!!!!!!!!(: tc!u

nattsPosted 21/11/2003 19:42
ei jorj,,ol' fwnd,,ol' pal... pinakamatandang kaibigan,,, ai wrong dpla kw un..hehehe dpt pinakamatagal na kaibigan U grabe kinder2 pa lang kami katoto ko na yan 12yrs and still counting! what can i say,,cguro nagclick kami agad kasi marami kaming things in common,,,pati mga nanay namin ay magka'barks' kht nung gr2 pa..hehe dati nung gradeskul pag by height an line konti lan agwat nmin,,kaso ngayon napag- iwanan na ata ako!hehe at model-figure p yan (nax) masarap yan kasama,, aliw sobra,,,walang hour or minute n d k matatawa,,pwera nln pag my sakit or allergies or bangag or brokenhearted'..heheh jke3 kht cno pwde niyang tabihan,,,(tka tama b yun?) basta friendly n warm sia kya hindi sia naOOP,,,sia ung nangOOP..haha jkeU....naalala ko pa nga partner ko yan sa field trip nung grade 2 & grade 4 (wla ln),,,magaling yan sa arts -- creative and artistic...lalo na sa mga cartoons,,,at mga lettering lalo na sa mga letters..(uiii kng cno2 cnusulatan! hehe)...groovy toh..kya nia un mga dancesteps,,at magaling magspoof ng commercials,,manggaya ng tao,,at d niyo ln alam dubber yan sa cartoons,,un laugh ni popeye at woodywoodpecker,,siya un! heheh practical and thrifty,,,tipong kung d p tlga klangan at pwde nmng magtipid ay magtitipid siya (sana mahawa mo ko don) may angking talino at leadership skills... warm and friendly,,very approachable,,kaya nga an dming chums niyan e,,,at nga pala,,maboys!! (frm btlets 2 boylets!! eheheh mas ok n cguro un dba?) napakabait at mabuting kaibigan niyan subra,,,'whattafwnd tlga ;) sweet,,thoughtful,,caring at maalalahanin...un tpong d k tlga hhyaang magcommute or maiwan hangga't masisigurado niyang kaya mo na at safe ka.mrmi pa kso kulang un words pra medscribe sia ...(nax tama na baka pumutok na ulo mo sa sobrang laki... hehehe) swerte tlga ko at naging ka-close ko toh,,,(nax uii masihan) nawa'y tumagal pa ang ating mabuting pagsasamahan... georgyporj,,thanx alwyz 4being there! thanks 4 everything! *tsup tsup

MonicaPosted 18/11/2003 20:45
ainako... c jorj...ive known her since 2nd yr and msa2bi kong isa syang kaibigang puno ng kalokohan, sobrang mahilig yang mgpatawa at kung anu2 pah! pati nga boses ni popeye gyang gaya nya...sobra! haha! at nako, naaala2 ko pa pg ngkcpon toh, ibang klase! hehehe... nahawaan nanga ako nyan date eh! b4 mei knwn2 cia skn na mei cnave syang bata... nweiz, nrealyz ko dun na waw... mei pgka lyf saver pla tong c jorj! Hehe, pero seriously, di lhat ng tao kya gawin un... so there... im glad ngng friend ko cia... hehe.. yahu!! mami2ss ko tlga toh pag collegena...sobra! o jorj ntouch kba? hehe! tc olweiz! luvya! +)

iReLPosted 31/10/2003 22:16
waaaah! c george!! hahaha,., ang aking kakulitan sa classroom.. kasama ko sa kagagugan and all ang likot nmin nila mafe! yey! i love her otso otso lessons with kate and she's a cool playmate!! hehehe.. tc lagi,, mdami p tyong kalokohan n ggwn at mdami p tyo mgiging pen pal!!! tc lagi!!! alabshoooo

MichellePosted 29/10/2003 15:51
Masaya ksama to!! Lagi tumatawa! May crush to kay tooooot, sori nde pwede sbhin..bka pgcnabe ko tpos mgkita kme nito, bka kung ano gawin nito skn! Hehehe! Bsta ang masasabi ko lang sa crush niya, may pagka Lei...grabe! Gusting-gusto ko ung buhok nito! Pwede bang palit na lang tyo?!? Hehe! Sbrang cute talaga ng mga pinsan nito! Dalhin mo sa family day ha!! Aalagaan ko!! Takot nga pala sa mga aso to lalo na sa aso namin! Nahbol na yata siya e, tama ba ako george?... tsaka dun sa haus nila mai, kung mkita niyo lang ung reaction niya sa mga aso nila mai, tlagang takot to! Hehe! Wag mo lang talagang iinisin to at cgurado mgkakasundo kyo!

BorgePosted 16/10/2003 05:57
yan si george!astig yan,kase halos kapangalan ko narin! wahahha,,labo...basta yan,mahusay na tao yan,.kaklase kase ng kapatid ko! whahaha..mabait yan!isang napakalupet na tao!george dapat tawag ng lahat ng tao sayo,para malupet!para pareho tayo! whahahah...parang inulit ko lang sinabe ko a...labooooo,..pero yan!ok yan! mabuhay ka!at abutin mo ang mga pangarap mo sa buhay!!apir!!!!!

PetePosted 03/10/2003 07:16
gelene!! waaaw!!hheeh sooferr dooofer nice yan!!kahit once pa lng nmen nkasama hekehekhek!!tas ang soofer friendly pa!! aww!! nde ka mahihiyang lumapit sa kanya dhil sa kanyang magandang aura!!! nakanaks!! hakhak!! cge ingat nlang gelene!! nakss!!!

biancaPosted 03/10/2003 05:02
I'm not really close with Gelene but I often spend dismissal times with her..feeling close kasi ako sa barx nya..U What ca I say about her? She's fun to be with because of her 'hirits', sarap ka kwentuhan..when I'm with her and mai, we talk non-stop about a lot of things..one more thing, she likes to sing...hahaha..bigla na lang kakanta yan...U anyway, Gelene's a great friend with a big heart!! (wushu!)

KarlaPosted 02/10/2003 05:34
Sorry if I always assigned you to sweep the floor... it's a TEST! a Loyalty test! Joke... anyways, for 2 years of friendship *cheers* naging masaya ang buhay ko... na wala ka... joke!!! actually, masaya ka talaga... smart pa... a true friend... ;) now, sweep the floor! joke time! ;0

Comments during 1st yr College:
donna irishPosted 20/11/2006 09:56
testimonial ko kay miss dyelinn- grabe ang kulit nito nakakatuwa ang mga hirit niya she reminds me of someone palangiti rin :)- magaling na kaklase addos ba namanhaha :) - alam ko, magaling din 'to sumayaw eh at kumendeng. wahahaha rock on, george!

irvinePosted 23/12/2004 01:14 GEOOOOOOORGE!!!!! GINA!!!!!magaling ton babae na to e,malakas ang creativity...dinrowing banaman ung usa na may balls....hehehe.....

petterPosted 26/11/2004 12:07 *drum rolls, tapos ung bgm na mexican nung s commercial n smart padala* Georgina!!! George pala o kya Helene, Gelene n lng... HUTAHNAH!... c Gelene teka d ako snay... HUTAHNAH!... c George, yan ok na... C George hyper! grabe, bkit hyper ewan... basta... isa pa, cute din magsalita to, ung kanyan accent at diction ay nakakatuwa, lalo n pag english words... cya rin ay isang napaka masayahing bata, tawa dito tawa doon, tawa ng parang wla ng bukas... astig masya kasma, napapasaya nya mga tao s kapaligiran nya... naks namn... lasing ata talga ako haha.. pero siryoso walang biro totoo lahat ng cnabi ko... hangng dto n lng muna, dhil l n kong maicp e.. haha, cge cge

yuliPosted 12/10/2004 04:31 inde ko tlga maisip kung bakit kami pinagtagpo ng tadhana...busy ako sa pag guguhit ng biglang umepal to...gus2ng makishare ng upuan...xempre...inde ko nmn pede angkinin un..kaya oo nlng ako...napansin ko din na magaling xa magdrawing ng triangle...ay...pav pla un...soree...nagkilala na kami ng 2luyan kasi kilala nya ung clasm8 ko...tapos un na...pag nagkikita kami...nakasmile lagi..bait na bata...kaso...accident magnet to...pati chewing gum gustong iuwi...dinikit pa sa pants nya..sobrang kikay nya...sigaw ng sigaw...pero ayus lng...totoong tao e...georgina...gelene...george...ms.delos reyes ng adver...maingay lng talga...pero...maingay lng pala...basta maingay...walang kwenta kachat...kasi walang reply kundi " aok...ainko...cgecge...ayun"mei crush nga pla to kay...hmmp.. un lng...bait na bata...BAW!

jAnNaPosted 02/10/2004 00:31 miss ko na tong gurlash na to!! its been a month ba? since we have seen each other? haaii.. i miss our good ol days.. napaksaya ng highschool life ko because of my berx in highschool at siempre gelene's one of them.. namimiss ko tuloy ang mga sinigang at french fries sa canteen and "jiminis pizza" na nauubos nmen for 20 minutes.. haha.. at tska ang pagsasayaw ng mga ispageti at otso- otso during our lunch break at mga kasamaang gingawa nmen(sikreto na nmen un!) haaaii.. ngaun kc we hardly see each other due to our busy schedule and far away homes.. hahah.. pro hope na our frendship will last forever kht na we get old.. wlang klimutan prin ha?! ay naku.. napka mushy ko na!! epekto ata ng mga napapanood ko sa tv.. hehehe.. o sha.. until here nlng!! miss u and luvyah girl!! mwah!! =)

kring-Posted 30/08/2004 05:58 i have nothing much to say about her... but this girl used to be my busm8... i call her ate george... ummm... k nmn ciang bus8... we got along easily kc she's kind and friendly...[ kind and friendly nga ba?!] hehe...joke...U she's also one of my busm8s whom i trust...specially about my secrets in life...yuck d nmn...:p pro she knows my crush... bsta i know she's someone whom you can trust... cge un lng...U miss u na ate george...U hope to see u soon...U byeeee...U luv yah... mwah...U

yuliPosted 26/08/2004 14:30 nakita ko xang nagdrdrawing...inde ko kilala...inasar ko nlng...ayun nagkakilala na kame...galing daw xang magdrowing e... triangle b ung dinrowing mo o pav? un lng...galing galing ko tlga gumawa ng testi...pde bigyan ng award

irvinePosted 25/08/2004 00:53 Let us look at the bright side,George is a good friend..bow.
annamaPosted 12/08/2004 17:40 ui! eto c george...oops...should i say gelene..she's a nice pal! sarap ksama kc u'll always laugh tlga...well in my sitch, i always laugh nmn kya no diff! haha! well, nu pa ba?! bsta tag team kami nyan sa u kow what...amin nlng un! bwahahaha! waaaa! bsta she's one of the best! wlng angal dun! get it? got it? good!

YjedPosted 10/08/2004 03:48 woisters gelene??.. e hindi mo nmn tlga gngmet ung gelene eh.. dpt horge nlng!!.. eh jeorge pla!!.. hehehe.. tama ba ung spelling??.. hehe sensya na po ah... joke lng ah... anyway, e2ng c "gelene" is makulit!! mabait at masayahin.. hehehe!!.. mabait kc nagp2hiram ska tumatanggap ng favor, heheheh!!.. asteeeg!!.. eh ano pb??.. hmmm... isip... eh un na un yata eh.. ewan ko ba.. bsta cge po. ingats nlng nd trade tau ule ng plate sa mdr 4ur anatomy or fdr!!.. heheh ayaw ko tlga sa rulers eh... oo nga pla.. mahrap din to kaaway!!.. sobrang mangyare!!.. hahhahahah!!.. pansin ko lang... ge!!... ciao!!... and dont 4get to pray to PapaJesus ah!!.

EdSPosted 29/07/2004 07:02 hey there, 'lil drummer gurl! wahahaha...oh, cno un? shempre ang partner ni 'lil drummer boy...harhar...o happy ka na nian? shempre, ksma yta namen yan ni palagirl (na partner naman ni palaboy...)georgie gurl is my partner when it comes to everything gurlie...kame lng kase ang ngkakaintindihan sa mga ganyang bagay...hehehe...we adore (as in luv tlag ha...)pink.PINK IS FASHION! hehehehe...to the point na lahat ng may bag sa cfad na pink eh nakikita tlga ng aming eyes! preho din kse kmeng galing sa all gurl skul so we kind of relate real well with each other. we both live for our"sessions" after class and "ulam hunting" sa pav...(kanya2 n lng interpretation sa "ulam"...hihihi) fave subject nian ang mdr...db? and she lives for our tuesday classes kase may yobremmurd sa umaga at buenas naman xa sa hapon...hehehe...o xa, tama na muna, maxado nang nabubuko s gerogie gurl...- by:suplada gurl:)

AnlynnPosted 21/07/2004 07:06 tahimik.. la yata to sa bokabularyo ni george (georgette)hehe. :) iba to si George ko!! super ok na friend. Kahit na halos magdadalawang buwan palang kami magkakilala mafifeel mo na talagang special ka.:) saya talaga to kausap kc naman tatawa ka talga ng tatawa.. iba talaga pag si george kasama mo sa buong araw masisiraan ka ng ulo sa kakatawa. Tong si george ang number one sa paghahanap ng ulam sa skul.. iba ka talaga george.:) iisa lang talaga tong super sweet na si george ko. <<>>... hehe. So girly very much din to pag wednesday hehe:) well, i'm so glad na nakilala ko ang isang tulad ni george. :) love ko tong friend ko na to.. :) Kaya kau wag nyo aawayin tong super love kong si george.. kundi... nako

Pour in some knowledge,

2007-05-04T23:52:00.000+08:00

Earliear today, I think I came in late for work. Ah yes, LATE for 20minutes. Upon arriving, I witnessed once again the usual office setting: Boss seated on his chair, a staff seated next to him, both watching a basketball game. Yesterday, the game was between the LA Lakers and the Phoenix Suns, where the latter won by I-can't-remember-how-many points. It was I think a Nash game. Then today, it's between the Golden State Warriors and the Dallas Mavericks where the Mavs lost to more than 10points. The Warriors gave all their best, were very eager to win and all pumped up - which they should really be for their fans, or must I say, fellowmen "Believed". In case you weren't able to watch it earlier, their fans wore golden yellow shirts with a "We Believe" printed on 'em. Good way of showing support, right? To Jessa, it seemed like an ordinary UST vs whoever game. A sea of golden tigers roaring. Nyee.

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Yesterday I met the artist who designed the new logo of Crime Suspense. It's pretty surprising to find out that he's a ust alumnus. Young, creative and plain lucky. There too many Thomasians working for Solar Entertainment. I hope in the future I could work for 'em again.

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Currently, We're viewing 2nd Avenue's Ellen De Generes Show. She's in bed for she broke a bone or has a torn ligament, she ain't sure herself.
I think she's a great talk show host. My mom and I love her. Her show isn't boring. You wouldn't think of changing the channel - for at least half of the show, haha kidding!

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SO today's the last day of the week, thank God it's Friday! Then Sat and sunday, two gifts for rest. On Monday, it's the premiere of Lucky You.

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By the way, Spider-man 3 came out fine. Marvel has a signature style. I personally liked the opening credits. It was a brilliant idea to do a recap of your previous movies if you have a third one. It helps the audience recall what the stories of the previous movies were all about. Scenes embedded in certain small parts of a spider's web, it's nice. I thought it was unique. (Or maybe it's the first that I've seen. If there was already a movie who had the same thing, well, inform me. Pour me some knowledge. Hmm, maybe I should make my own review of the movie over my Multiply account. Hmmm.

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Sablay ni Annama

2007-03-03T19:20:00.000+08:00

Nasa internet section kami ng Library:

Tahimik, pagod na mga mata sa kaka-search ng infos for Metropop campaign.. Nang makakita si Annama ng banner ad ng love calculator! Come on! Wachang for that?!

Ayun, tinype niya sa search engine ang lovecalculator.com at sinimulan na niya itype ang kanyang FULL NAME pati na din ang full name ng mga ulam niya. Hayun, nagenjoy siya sa mga 94% with X, 92% with Cia. Nalungkot sa lower percentages with Twinkle Toes , Dorky, Uy Ay, etc.

Matapos siyang mag-enjoy, kinlose na nia ang window. Maya-maya ay sinubukan niya ulit itype ang lovecalculator.com pero natigilan bigla dahil: lumabas ang full name niya pati ang mga names ng kanyang kinalculate sa mismong search bar!!! HAHAHAHAHA hindi ko mapigilang tumawa dahil pag once na merong ibang taong nais din gumamit ng lovecalculator ay makikita na nila kaagad ang pangalan ni Annama pati na din ang mga pinagnanasahan niya. =)) gusto nio itry? Hanapin ang PC number "XX". Bweheh hanapin nio na lang. Visit the Ust Library today!

Full Tank @ Caltex

2007-02-01T22:43:00.000+08:00

Twas January 25 when this story happened.

This is one embarrassing yet hilarious story which I’ll tell you. I’ll use Tagalog as my mode of writing to emphasize the humor

Nung Wednesday, habang nagdedesign kami ng long gown o evening wear sa CFD ay kumain ako ng Kornets na shinare ko kina Ati, Annama at Toy. Naligayahan sila at nagyayang bumili pa sa baba ngunit hinuli pala ang mga tindera sa bangketa kaya kami ay tumuloy kina Ate tindahan para tignan kung may Kornets dun. Sa kasawiang palad, wala. Chippy, Tortillos at kung anu pa ang meron lang. Para hindi naman ako lugi, bumili si Ati at nakihati ako ng kain ng Chippy. Nauwi sa Chippy. At bumili ako ng C2, yung kulay ube. HINDI ITO ANG KWENTO. Intro lang siya. Hehehe

Dismissed na kami! Hoooray! Pero nagdala si Enrique ng isang garbage bag ng mga bote ng c2 at Mineral/distilled h20 kaya't ang Addos ay dumerecho sa washroom para lnisin ang mga ito. Nagunite ang washroom ng girls at boys for the 2nd time. PERO HINDI PA RIN ITO YUNG KWENTO KO. Sub-intro lang.

After este matapos kami maghugas ng bote ay umuwi na kami, of kors. Naglakad hanggang Recto at dun nakasakay ng fx na Pasig-Megamall. (Boo, Pat no FB for you). Ayun nang makadating kami sa banding UE, eh medyo nakaramdam ako ng *some text missing*. Sinabi ko kay Toy. Wala gusto ko lang ishare kasi sa kanya. Nasabi ko na lang sa sarili ko, “Mabilis lang naman siguro ang byahe, kayak o ‘tong tiisin.” At ganun na nga ang ginawa ko. Pinilit kong tiisin. Hindi ako nagsasalita o kumikibo. Nagconcentrate ako nang malupit. Be strong, George. Joke time pala ung driver. Yung signboard nia,pagpuno na nakalagay ay “T_t_e muna” in other words, jejebs daw muna. EEEWWK MEHNN. Ayun. Shinare ko lang din kasi tawa ako nang tawa nung nabasa ko yun at nung kinabit nia yun sa harap. Nasa Altura na tayo… Hindi pa rin ako umiimik. Steady. Nang umabot kami ng Lourdes hospital, hindi ko na talaga matiis, full tank na talaga. I need to go. Nanlalamig na ako ng panahong yun. Kaya hindi ko na rin napigilang ibulong kay Toy ang nararamdaman ko at ng kodisyong ng aking bladder. Tinanung ko siya kung may lavatory sa Jollibee Kalentong. Hindi daw nia sure. EH sa Greenwich? Wala ding idea. Napalingon si Toy sa Left. UY CALTEX! AYUN MERON! And then boom, sabi ko, “Nako Toy, tara!” Bumaba kami ng fx kahit lugi kami sa pamasahe. Si Toy siguro hindi kasi malapit na din naman siya bumaba. Anyway, pagkastop e minadali ko sa pagbaba si Toy. At nagwalkathon tungo sa lav. Oh no, nakalock ang pinto. Where are the keys, mehnn. Ayun nasa Gas boy. YEY! Tapos, SUCCESS! Hahaha empty tank. Wait, there’s more….

Naglakad nalang kami ni Toy hanggang Kalentong. Dumaan kami ng Sandoval Bridge, wow!!!!! So fragrant, smells like Toooot! Naalala ko tuloy ang masahol na amoy sa Azcarraca sa may Divisori/Tutuban/Recto (Sorry wala akong idea kung nasaan kami nun, basta sumusunod lang ako) Hayup sa amoy dun! Masscoop mo pa ang ice cream sa floor. Yuck! Kahit sinisipon ako that time, ang tapang pa din, gumuguhit ung foul odor. Natawa ako nang biglang sumigaw si Toy ng “Nakakasuka!” or was it “Nasusuka ako!” di ko matandaan, but twas either of the two. Este.alin sa dalawa.

Yun ang aking experience ng full tank sa gasoline station! There’s always a first time for everything. Sabi nga ni toy, “if you gotta go, you gotta go!” (oki toy.)

2006 is ABOUT to end

2006-12-31T22:20:00.000+08:00

Tick tock tick tock

Onle a couple o hours left on the clock

I've been quite lucky this year

I battled many troubles without fear

Praise God

Praise His Name

Up to the Heavens

Rejoice!

What may come this year?

It's close, it's coming very near

May there be luck, may there be joy

And a special gift like a pretty boy! HAHA

He shouldn't be gay

He shouldn't play

I want him well-done

So what would be, would come fun.

What am I saying?

I must be dreaming.

How come I talk like this?

Im not a poet, good grief!

All I want to say

Good friendship I will pay

To those close to my heart

I pray never shall we part

(now that sounds familiar! HAHA)

Tick tock, really its coming! Would I be lucky this year? Oh well. With the song here in my blog, id be forever dreaming, wishing and hoping that something NICE would really come up. Have someone probably. But hmm, blah! Come what may! Expect nothing. haha

Howdy 07!

WOULDN'T IT BE NICE by the Beach Boys

2006-12-08T19:11:00.000+08:00

I remember 50 First Dates with this song... <3

Wouldnt it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldnt have to wait so long
And wouldnt it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong

You know its gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together

Wouldnt it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through

Happy times together weve been spending
I wish that every kiss was neverending
Wouldnt it be nice

Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true
Baby then there wouldnt be a single thing we couldnt do
We could be married
And then wed be happy

Wouldnt it be nice
You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about it
Wouldnt it be nice

LJ quiz

2006-12-08T00:48:00.000+08:00

I took the LJ quiz over the net. Dude, sakto lahat ng answers. Ang funny. I had to list down names of persons and songs then afterwards I'd know the corresponding answer (or whatever) to each.

Very well, here are the results:

• Andrea is the one that you love.
• _____ (cadavs) is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about Daniella.
• Annama is the one who knows you very well.
• Jessa is your lucky star.
• Sexy back is the song that matches with Andrea.
• First of Summer is the song for _____ (cadavs).
• Assertion is the song that tells you most about YOUR mind.
• Buttons is the song telling you how you feel about life

Summary:
Ati, I love you. Kis.
Cadavs, I like you - still it would NEVER be you
Daniella is my cousin
Annama, forever partner
Jessa, my "daughter"! Sabi na.
Sexy back - is for me!!! HAHA joke
First of summer - was it during summer? I doubt it.
Assertion, yes. "I wonder if could completely present myself to you, I dont have any words to say, anyway"
Buttons - self-explanatory. WAHAHHA kidding

Wanna try? http://www.comclub.org/lj/fsquiz.php

Pretty

2006-12-07T23:10:00.000+08:00

I've seen many pretty skins for a blog, but this for me would be the most appropriate one for me. (if you know me personally, you would easily nod and agree)

Anyway, I guess I got lucky today. Ive seen Dustin after a century, plus Cadavs' look-alike. You should have seen him. Daym, hee looks soooo much like Cadavs - only he has whiter skin and is a Chinese - Cadavs is a moreno and a Pinoy. So who to choose? Wanna bet? May I now say goodbye? No. Hold back.

School's up, yea, for a whole month already but oh, my whole self still isnt prepared for the combat. So many, many things to do once again. Im very used to overloads but, hmm, ok will stop whining. IM HAVING FUN,YEAH (sarcastically said)

Dude, I wanna dance. Daaaymm. I wanna party. OH come my birthday, I'll dance the night away. Will you dance with me?

CFAD week came to a close

2006-11-19T01:28:00.000+08:00

It all ended very well. Everyone I suppose, had their time to enjoy the live performances of local bands while drooling over them (I'm referring to the ladies who are reading this).

Oh wow, I think a new band replaced my Hale. HAHA theyre called the Bloomfields! And they're remarkable! Great performance, I loooooved them and will still be loving them. Boy, I dig their drummer, daym you shouldve seen him. Oh my. Drool. HAHA I shouldve gotten the chance to converse with him if only Jayjay didnt get into my way! Jay jay by the way, is the band's guitarist/vocalist. Errr, so yea he took away my one and only chance! Ahh. So there, I got to converse with Jay jay and not with Rocky. Boooo! HAHA but well, it's good anyway.

How did this conversation with Jay jay come about? Well, we (Anama, Pat, Wen and I) were sitting by the pav, on a bench when this certain guy from inside their van peeked out the window and smiled at us. We smiled back of course, a sign of being polite. Then we wondered, who the heck are these guys dressed in a uniform white long sleeves? We wanted to ask this guy (Jayjay, vox) who they were but could not get the chance to do so. There were about 4 or 5 attempts before I took the courage to ask who they was when the guy on the driver's seat (Rocky, drummer) turned to look my way. When I was about to approach and ask him, all of a suuden Jayjay came out of nowhere and began to introduce himself to us, taking away my chance to Rocky. (as mentioned earlier) So there, that happened. And this prompted my appreciation for their band. Oooh I looove em. Fun, happy music it is!

Sweaty palms

2006-11-09T18:16:00.000+08:00

I'm getting worried, and turning lonely. My grandparents are leaving on Saturday 4am.

Why am i acting this way? Well, in case you dunno, Im very close, attached, to my grandparents. I treat them as my second parents. Theyve given me alot, and helped me sustain my life. And Im nervous, my heart is pounding for Im sure I'll get teary-eyed once Id be once again separated from them. It would take another 1-2 or even more years after Id be able to see them again. Id be lucky if theyd be able to come the following year but Im pretty sure thats not gonna happen.

Anyway, I brought my Mama to Gateway. It was her first to visit and shop at that certain mall. Its about 10mins away from home if youre gonna travel via mrt. So I decided we take that mode of transpo to let her experience travel thru that transpo. She was shocked at how many people squuezed themselves and pushed through just to be able to have a seat (if theyd be so lucky) or have a chance to grab the pole or whatever metal there is capable of bein held on to. It was a good choice not to have Papa tag along or hed be unsatisfied with the environment. So there, we went through almost all clothing shops and shoe salons there. I wish I couldve bought another pair of shoes for school, but I hesitated to Mamas offer for I know for sure that its cost of value wouldnt be worth the flood and heavy rain it would go through during rainy schooldays. I dont wana waste Mamas money if id know that in a short span of time those shoes would be useless. I told her Id just buy another pair once my Anne Klein a.ka. rain shoes can no longer support my shoes while still looking perfect on my feet.haha

I guess i should just keep myself busy and turn my attention to other things so as to let me be anxious of their departure. Oh I wish i could.

No way I'm gonna leave this

2006-11-05T23:54:00.000+08:00

There only 5 days remaining ang my Grandparents are off to their hometown in Des Moines, Iowa.

I feel bad, for I won't be seeing them within these days.
It will be worse, if I won't be able to be with them on Saturday morning, (their day of departure) for I'll surely regret coming to school this week if this happens.

Anyway, enough of the gloom.
Daym have I returned to my old habit of abandoning online journals? haha it's been a while since my last entry. And have you turned your eyes to my chatbox? Goodness, what an old update I've got there! Tigers vs. Eagles? Wow, that was like a month ago, for crying out loud!

What a bum I've become lately. I've probably increased in weight, in height, but I'm pretty sure that Ive increased inches in my waistline. This is bad. I've got a Fashion Design class and I've gained weight?! The worst is about to come my way, but I'm prepared for it. That's why I've decided to go on a pety diet. One which would probably last for JUST a day. HAHA :)

Funny, yes, for me it seems funny. (Btw you're not aware, but starting now, I'll laugh at my worries, wearies, everything dark and gloomy) There was this song I've heard at sop, with a phrase that says, "drench yourself in words unspoken..." then the rest of the lyrics are a total blur. What a memory I've got here! It's nothing. No, there's something in that phrase for it just hit me. Who may be behing it? Duh, I know you've got an idea there. So I need not mention him or it here. Haha

Did I miss this blog or what? My fingers are unstoppable! I sound like a crazy person, haven't you noticed? My upbeat rhythm accompanying my words, it's as if I'm just talking to you, see? HAHAHA crazy.

Well anyway, I've got to end this now. Droopy eyes.

Good evening feller.

Extreme Happiness

2006-10-07T21:10:00.000+08:00

Who would have thought that a team of 6 gorgeous ladies would be able to succeed and bag the 2nd place against 4 competitors each composed of 30+ students and 2 others that were also composed of 6 members just as we were?

Some people I can name did.

Astonishing! Hearing Sir Velez announce our section as the second placer was just breath-taking! I am overjoyed with this triumph. All our sleepless nights, especially the memorable Thursday night at Jessa’s place, as well as the mind-squeezing coming up of ideas, concepts and visuals all paid off. Ah, what would have happened if we didn’t get through all these? Let’s not visualize. No imaginations needed.

I’m just very grateful that the Advocacy Ad Competition has ended, with us bagging the 2ndplace. I could not get over this triumph so easily. A week of preparation was much of a hell experience; therefore this triumph isn’t that easy to forget, I swear.

Thanks to my ever - supportive, sweet, huggable, kissable, cool and frozen classmates!
To my colleagues:
Annama – for being intellectual and hardworking
Andrea – for being enduring and hardworking
Kaypee – for (as our classmates said) looking good and for being hardworking
Shobe - for trying real hard to express your part and for being hardworking
Badet (and your laptop, Marie Claire) – for pressing the buttons on Marie Claire and for a sexy pose while doing it and for being hardworking … THANK YOU and CONGRATULATIONS to us!!!!

When you get old and married, with whatever number of kids you make, don’t forget : “THINK BABY, THINK MILK” !!! HAHAHA

Warm hugs and kisses. <3
- Georgeous

ANSWERED PRAYERS. Triumph well-deserved.

2006-10-03T01:08:00.000+08:00

CONGRATS TO THE TIGERS!
Yes, triumph goes to those who perseveres.

Hay saya! Kaso sana wala din pasok. But no. Meron. Hmm.

Oops hold up! I'm glad Im done with my Package Design final req't. Hindi ako nabasagan ng itlog! Reliable shock absorbers. Bow.

We had a drinking session earlier this evening with my gals and with Rap, Wilson, Irvin and 2 others whose names I could not remember. My apologies to those two. Unfortunately, hindi ko naenjoy yung inuman. Why? I dunno. Hindi ko feel kanina. Iba yung pasok ng redhorse. Iba lasa. Hmm. I wasn't myself also during that time. Ang bilis kong naantok. Maybe I was too exhausted from shouting and cheering during the game kaya bagsak ako nung inuman na. But then again, at least it was an experience.

Hay ngarag nanaman ang tuesday. Too tired, but what can I do? Might as well sleep and let it be.

UST's Comeback

2006-10-01T21:14:00.000+08:00

It all seems too good to be true. But yes, I can already smell the glory, feel the rush and savor the triumph! Oops, baka pala majinx teka lang. HAHA we'll see what tomorrow holds for the Thomasians. We'll see... *crosses fingers*

Champions na dapat tayo kahapon ehh kung hindi napasahan at nakashoot si Doug. HAHAHA hay kakakaba

Joy has ended but triumph has begun

2006-09-17T19:51:00.000+08:00

It has always been a gift of joy to me and to my family when my cousins come over to our house and spend a couple of nights or so with us. Yet sadly, it always comes to an end, a very grieving moment for me, when they have to return to Cavite.

I know it's not yet the end, for there are still more chances of them coming back to visit no matter how long it takes for them to do so.Why am i unhappy? See, I am an only child and it is my greatest joy having my little cousins around - to play with them, teach them with lessons they could not understand, sleep beside me, and cuddle any time we want to. Thugh it seems pathetic to some, I don't care. This is how I feel and I hope it must be respected. Everyone is entitled to their own

Shifting on to the real world, the Tigers have won over the warriors in today's UAAP Game. Canlas has done a great job, for I think he has made most of the points the tigers had. Cortez was also good though he only stepped up during the last quarter. Nevertheless, they still bagged it. An hoooray to my favorite, Japs Cuan. HAHA eventhough he committed too many fouls.
My painting is still undone. Hoo! My right arm is already hurting.

Merriment

2006-09-14T21:59:00.000+08:00

Wee!

Robinsons Corp’s abuse has gone to an end. I now probably own my life again – or just maybe I do. There are still so many things to do though, but the conclusion of the Robinsons requirements is like a heavy load taken off my back – but it’s not too much of a burden actually. It just made me sick of Robinsons and made me wonder if I would still have plans of visiting a Robinsons Mall.

Who would have thought that my past admiration towards Gaylord would once again be reawakened? Nonetheless, the feeling is no longer directed towards my so-called Gaylord H but rather to someone who looks much like him – only he’s not gay, mind you. With that, Gaylord the Second has given me the fulfillment of my admiration. LOL now my precious.

Going back to Bumbumbum, or must I say my Cadavs: I am reviving my past “relationship” and treatment with him. I want our old friendship back. I want to do what I could do to him before because honestly, I really miss those moments. To achieve this, I am doing my very best to treat him the way I used to, back when we were still “friends”, (FYI: we seemed to have shifted from friends to acquaintances, that’s why. :( ) during our earlier years in college. When I was still in school, I was given 2 chances to have that moment with him. (But don’t start to assume that there has been a very drastic change already or whatever, okay?) I just had the chance to say hi and drop a few phrases to him – and I am now happy. Was it an achievement? Maybe. :)

Thank God for today. *glee*:)

PART TWO

2006-09-06T20:54:00.000+08:00

1611 for the second time around. Daym. I must put an end to this. (I wish I could, though.)

Before I left school, I got the chance to see Bumbumbum's BUMS and Mr.Packs at this certain place. Wow. What a night. Was I just lucky or what? Thank God. Amen.

Sabi ni Che, mahina daw ako. Mabilis tamaan at mabangag.
Sabi ko naman, weh?
Sabi ni unipin, was the drinking session my basis for the Coke Clear ad I created earlier this afternoon during my AdPrac class?
Sabi ko, aba sino si unipin? Alam niya nagyayari sa akin ah. Kasama ko siguro yun. HAHA

Cracked Skull

2006-08-29T23:03:00.001+08:00

Ouch! Damn it hurts real bad! I just came home from school, after an evening class and a drinking session. But no worries, only a bottle each lady. Unfortunately, just a bottle turned everything crazy. Annama and Kaypee laughed nonstop, while I, hmm, I must say I was pretty fine - not! HAHA. I really want to have started an sms conversation with Bums or with Mr. Packs, whichever would automatically please me, anyway. But then again, I didn't have anything to tell them, so I opted to continue with my plate anyway and forget about the idea of a text message for them.

Anyway, Im nw sitting infront of this piece of junk, and I must say, my head really hurts bad, but I have to disregard this discomfort so Id be able to post an entry here and tell you what happened tonight. But errr, I can no longer prolong this. It hurts even worse.

Darn, Grandmamis. Hrr. Oh hello Teejay. Yea I still remember you, goodness.

Yey no class tomorrow. It's Wednesday, silly.

What happened to my promise of...? Ah I wasn't able to fight temptation, too bad. Nothing happened anyway.

Brn in the month of March

2006-08-23T20:57:00.001+08:00

I can assure you that most of these are very true!

Characteristics of beings born on the month of March:
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle upfeelings. Observant and assesses others.

Now, can you imagine what I'd be like if I'd been born in some other month? **,

Wilson is a god

2006-08-23T20:48:00.000+08:00

Great skaters, Wilson and Dan really amused me through their grinds and other tricks/stunts. I was fascinated on what they could do with their skateboard while I took their pictures. Amazing, really. Wanna see my shots? They aren't that bad, for an amatuer photographer. Teehee. If you wanna, you can just tell me and I'll show em.

Skateboarding is amusing(any other proper adjective for this?) - minus the bloody wounds.

You can visit my multiply account to view more of these. http://gelene.multiply.com

The BEST CURE

2006-08-23T20:34:00.000+08:00

Guard, answering the telephone: "Hello?... Ah yes, for a while. Please hangyourself."

Starlet in an interview: "If the odds are against me, then I will against them."

Inday Badiday asks a starlet about her mother'sburial:
Inday: Kumusta ang libing ng nanay mo?
Starlet: Successful naman po.

Army officer to cadet:
Officer: Do you know why I ask you to stand?
Cadet: No, sir.
Officer: OK, why?

Teacher to students: "Baka gusto nyong ibilad ko kayo sa coveredcourts."

Teacher: Class, I want you to watch sex scenes.
Class: What?!
Teacher: What's wrong? It's a beautiful film starringBros Welles! (Bruce Willis)
Class: Ah, Sixth Sense!

In an examination:
Student: Mam, pwedeng gumamit ng liquid paper?
Teacher: Ang kulit naman! Sinabi nang pad paperlang eh.
After the examination:
Teacher: Okay, time is up. One, two, three. Come your papers to me!

A reporter interviews a politician about the Philippine economy.
Politician: Talagang mahirap ang buhay natin ngayon pero slow by slow, we will success.

"My mother died three years ago. And now she's dead."

Heard in a fastfood chain:
Yaya: Ma'am, Mark wants a KIDNEY MEAL!

Teacher: What is your name?
Student: Dell.
Teacher: What is your old?

In a restaurant:
Waiter: Sir, how do you want your egg?
Customer: Side in, side out.

Mom interviews her daughter's suitor:
Mom: What's your course?
Suitor: Geo
Mom: Ahhh... Geo-rnalism. That's good!

Teacher to students: "Okay, form two straight circles and find your height alphabetically!
Teacher to students: "Okay class, it's time to go home. Form a line andpass out slowly."
Angry teacher to student: "I want you to bring your father and your mother, especially your parents, understood?! Bring them tomorrow infront of me, right here, right now!"

Emcee in a party: "The next song is the favorite song of my bestfriend, and neither do I!"

Posted in an establishment: "None ID, Nothing entry."

Teacher: Oy, magdala kayo ng Chip Ahoy ah.
Student: Ma'am may "s" yon...
Teacher: Ah, sorry. Chip Ahoys!

Friend 1: Am I raining outside?
Friend 2: Not yet. Sprinkle only.

Gee, not bad. :)

Infatuated

2006-08-18T19:07:00.000+08:00

I must admit that I am once again attracted to Cadavs - or should I say "BUMBUMBUM"?

Okay, I apologize to all whom I've shown drama for over a couple of months especially during days when I tried to convince myself that I am completely over him. I used to tell everyone that I no longer ~~love~~ like Cads, but hell, the flame has burned again. But honestly, it isn't the same as before. Why?
- Because before I never knew why I have loved that guy. I never knew what he had that made me fall head over heels for him. But now, unfortunately, I am physically attracted to him. And i hate being able to know why I like him now because it only shows that I am ONLY infatuated.

Last Wednesday, I was lucky enough to be able to have the jackpot prize of being able to converse with Cads. Lucky me. Lucky I was alone - he only talks to me when I'm alone, I swear. HAHAHA so there I was, sitting alone in the gazebo, feeling a bit irate for having to wait for Petter and Nazee, when someone came walking towards my direction. I tried to look at him though he was in the dark. I recognized his silhouette and the sound he made while dragging his shoes. I felt it was him. The feeling was right so I tried to bow my head, attempting to ignore him. Fuuny, he called my name. I looked up and found him trying to talk to me while he continued to walk past me. He asked me what I was doing there and if I were alone. I told him I'm gonna do a photoshoot and that I weren't alone, though that was a lie. Then I wonder, what if I told him I was alone? Would he keep me company? Wait. Wondering bites.

A while ago, I was given a second shot. I again had the chance to see and talk to him up close. But I won't be narrating. It's still fresh. He might discover. I might be ashamed to show my face. Wtf? Wht's the use? I think he already knows. HAHAH yea I think he's already aware of this infatuation. Many agrees. So i nod.

"... before I never cared, infatuation's never there but now it's killing me, I really hate myself ..."

The MONSTER in ME is saying something

2006-08-03T02:09:00.000+08:00

This guy must realize that he is getting into my nerves. He must be aware that I am losing my kind patience towards him, and maybe with just a few scratches, a spark may be produced and I might just be too rude and cruel to tell my anger and disgust to his face. He has been annoying me for weeks and I am just too kind not to tell it to him directly. I honestly hate to be rude, but this guy must not push me to be one. Again, just a slight tug, slight pinch, slight whatever, and I will instantly burst into flames of disgust. If this guy is able to read this, praise him. Praise him more if he realizes he is the one I am pertaining to. Hail him if he would stop bugging me. Thank him if he would mend his ways.

To this guy: In as much as I would want to remain a kind friend to you, I cannot seem to do it, for you have crossed the line. If you would want me to treat you in a humane way, you better stop frightening me with your sudden appearances in certain places I never realized you would be at. You must stop annoying me, by GETTING THIS IN YOUR HEAD: I AM ONLY YOUR "friend". THAT"S IT. A line is drawn again. You musn't attempt to cross it again. If you do so, it's all over and it ain't gonna be nice, I assure you. You would hate yourself for it.

I've tried my best to remain a nice acquaintance to you. It's just that you really crossed the line and you've been VERY annoying and irritating. Have you not noticed my being mataray to you recently? It's not topak dude. I am doing it for you to stop sending me messages. But the funny thing is, and what REALLY irritates me, is that YOU NEVER GET IT!!!! How many times were you born?!?!

You know what, I hate myself. Why? I have become a monster - your horrific creation.

A reward: long break

2006-07-25T19:15:00.000+08:00

Finally! The long break I've been dying for has been given to me, to us, advertising students. The Good Lord has answered my prayer, our prayers.

But I just realized how selfish I was for being very happy while others are in grief and in danger. I am glad for the long break, since I get to have a lot of time to do my requirements for the Discover Robinsons Malls magazine; but I became sad when I heard the news tonight. Schools in Malabon will again be suspended because of the flood caused by the storm, Glenda (which was supposed to be Gloria, but due to the "respect" they wanted to give to the President, they changed the latter to the former.). It has been raining for a couple of days already. I fear for the lives of those who are in danger. I wish not one life would be taken again.

I'm just taking a break from a busy day. As I've mentioned earlier, I'm doing the magazine thing. I'm quite tired, but my hands still "magnetized" me to these keys. I remembered my Aunt's story about her son, who is my cousin, HAHA obviously. She narrated how when she found her son already infront of their pc though he just woke up, she tried to reprimand him but she laughed when he answered, "Eh Mommy, parang may magnet tong upuan natoh kaya nandito ako." Now that was one hilarious answer coming from a 5-year old kid. Pretty mature already huh? That's my cousin. And I am missing him already. He's somewhere in California, I think. Yea somewhere in the United States, generally. Memory loss. BAwal ang pork.

Wow, just when I thought I'd have a long conversation with him. Hmm i should have replied to him immediately, now he hasn't replied. Aww. This bites.Sarcasm.

three emotions

2006-07-22T20:50:00.000+08:00

Just a while ago, the rain again made me think of everything that had occurred to me over the last four weeks. I began to feel annoyed, confused and melancholic.

Annoyed.
I should not be someone’s possession for nobody owns me – yet.

Someone has been annoying me through his daily messages and has also been the reason for a lost opportunity for my possible long term bliss. I sound selfish, I admit, for I do not acknowledge your concern for my own happiness. You told me something I had dreaded to hear. To my dismay, I lost my latest infatuation because of it. You told me how rotten my favorite Chocolate was; I became furious and instantly despised you. You told me that Soccer has been pleasing another audience. I felt hopeless right away. I reacted in such a way that it would hide my fresh wound. I used a bandage to cover it up, but I know you were still aware of it. Or I am I mistaken? Now Soccer is releasing its hold on me. It became distant. And it’s this Someone’s fault. Hatred augments.

Confused.
Long before my system completely disliked and no longer accepted my Chocolate, I became familiar with Soccer. It was an unexpected acquaintance and beginning of a current emotion. I tried hard to be over my cravings for my Chocolate while enjoying the delight Soccer had been giving me. Then a goal has been achieved. I have somewhat forgotten my Chocolate. But unexpectedly, just like it started, it also ended the same way. I was left clinging to the bliss that soccer has brought me to. It all came to an end. I did not know what happened or what went wrong. Still, I am there until today. I never asked questions, I never researched. I just let the waves crash through me. I am drowning, without something to save me. Soccer isn’t there. Soccer has been pleasing another audience.

I am mystified. Soccer’s gift of attention and its sudden loss has been and remains a mystery to me until today.

Melancholic.
I feel miserable over the past few days. I have been longing for Soccer’s blissful consideration of giving me a renewed attitude. But I realized, I am already longing for nothing at all. Things are no longer the same as yesterday. There are no more late – night Soccer exposures through text. I can no longer read anything from it. He is fading away, though he still is there.

It really pains me for Soccer might have been the last piece to complete my puzzle. It might have been the one that I have been looking for and not my Chocolate.

How I wish this would hit the ones concerned, especially Soccer. Bang on the head. Head bat. Whatever.

Strange and Beautiful

2006-07-08T18:37:00.000+08:00

Strange and Beautiful (i'll Put a Spell on You) by Aqualung

I am no stalker like that woman character in the movie, Wicker Park. I just felt that these lines were actually parts of what I feel and what I want to say to this person. (i bet you know who i'm referring to. It's already too obvious.I've been feeling for him for over a couple of months, been through a lot of emo moments and all. But damn, I'm still there.)

I've been watching your world from afar
I've been trying to be where you are
And I've been secretly falling apart
Unseen
To me, you're strange and you're beautiful
You'd be so perfect with me
But you just can't see
You turn every head but you don't see me

I'll put a spell on you
You'll fall asleep
When I put a spell on you
And when I wake you I'll be the first thing you see
And you'll realize that you love me
Sometimes the last thing you want comes in first
Sometimes the first thing you want never comes
But I know that waiting is all you can do
Sometimes...

I'll put a spell on you
You'll fall asleep
I'll put a spell on you
And when I wake you
I'll be the first thing you see
And you'll realise that you love me.

I'll put a spell on you
You'll fall asleep 'cos I'll put a spell on you
And when I wake you
I'll be the first thing you see
And you'll realise that you love me... yeah.

Unlucky

2006-04-26T17:52:00.000+08:00

Unfortunately, I'm back to the old frustrating condition that I've experienced a million times.
- it just means that my pc's a piece of junk again. A useless piece of junk. I might as well purchase a new one. I'm too sick and tired of letting someone fix it for me.

It's been a month and a week since my birthday.
- hmpf. I'm really getting old.

I'm already fat than the usual.
- yes, I have increased weight. And I'm happy about it. But there have been certain times when I wish I were thinner.

I'm still crushing on Champ.
- I really have to tell you this since his face is prominent in Nescafe's commercial. When I do get a job, he would be the model for the ad that I've made. Hahaha Champ isn't cute, I tell you.

I'm missing a lot of my friends
- acquaintances are also included in this part. I have to say it now... I really am missing you geys.

Cavite here I come!!!! Again.
- my second home. It's where my little cousins live. It's where I'd be staying for the nth time this summer. HAHAHA

Beerday

2006-03-19T18:13:00.000+08:00

It's my Birthday!!

Oh yes. Yun lang.

Thanks to everyone.

better bitters

2006-02-17T22:44:00.000+08:00

It's better when you're not having any problems with your barkada. Far more better than eating my favorite strawberries, I suppose.

Well kanina, nagkaayus na kaming lahat. Whatever our problem was, fortunately, we had it solved. I feel better now. Nasabi kona lahat ng gusto kong ilabas. Magaan na.

Ansaya din ng laro namin kaninang agawan base though nainjure sina Shobe at Kepe. Langya may ssc pa sa side. Wtf.

But wait! There's more!!!!

Kinikilig ako.. WAHAHAHA
Wala na.. Taob na si Cadbury sakin ngayon, Whatdatoot. Wala rin naman kasing nangyayari e. Ay meron pala. What's worse is mukhang nagfeefeeling na tong lalakeng oh. Pero honestly, wala sakin kung magfeeling siya e. Kasi kahit pano, naging friends naman kami over a not-so-long period of time. Andami niyang nagawang (hindi niya nalalaman na nagawa) sakin.. EMOTIONALLY. Oh please what were you thinking?! HAHA o ako lang ang nagisip? HAHA hule! Basta yun. Up until now, I've got no clue as to how I (yuck this bites) fell... Ayoko na ituloy ung sentence. HAHAHA Really.

Maybe I got too tired of waiting.. I've seen others, maybe better,I'm not sure, than Cadbury. Especially this PE mate of mine. Yesss this is it! The climax! Haha kidding!
I've learned to like attendin my PE class. Not because I get to see him, but to my surprise, I'm getting good scores. Weh, the former is a lie. Actually, I become happy when I get to see him smile for he rarely does. Ayun tulad kanina. It was three times that he completely grinned. ^^ ahh heaven.. At ang feeling ko dahil feel ko napasmile ko siya. HAHAHAHA asa. Natapakan ko kasi siya twice, tas sa tuwing haharap ako sa kanya para magsorry, there he was, flashing a big smile saken. Sino bang di matutuwa diba. Bihira magsmile sabay, todo bigay magsmile sayo. Ay happiness talaga. Buti din nakakausap ko siya kahit phrases lang nalalabas ko sa bibig ko. At least diba...

Natutuwa rin naman ako na nakikita ko mga gusto kong makita dahil pinapalimot nila sakin ung pagigng hmm hopeless ko siguro kay Cads. I can't say pala na hopeless. Kasi wala kong idea sa mga naiisip niya. But anyway, I feel tired towards him. Siguro aayaw na muna ako. Besides, wala din naman e. So what's the use. There are more fishes in the sea. I probably won't waste my time on this small fish that I caught.

Playful Bitters

2006-02-10T21:59:00.000+08:00

It seemed like only yesterday when we were running and tagging each other right in the middle of the field and just earlier this day, we did it again - only difference is, we weren't in the middle.

Playing agawan base with my bitters was hilariously fun! We've dont this twice already, and we sure enjoyed doing it. Honestly, the last time I've ever played this game was way back during my 4th grade. I am very pleased that we've tried playing it again. It's funny since it would be very unusual for you to see a group of "almost adults" playing this type of game. (Yeah we're ALMOST adults - I am already including the young ones! HAHAH. Haven't you heard of the word DAMAYAN?!)

Oh also, the guard by the entrance of Beato seemed to have remembered and known our group. Why? It's for the reason that every Fridays, all of us wear Chucks. Yeah, pasaway for the guard's pov but hey, what's a girl gotta do? He even shouted when he saw us as we exited the elevator, "Eh grupo pala tong mga to e." Ahuh. Now I guess we did have given Manong guard something to be able to remember us. Hay chuckais talaga oh..

I think Ive made a killing spree this day. I've seen McDo boy early in the morning - with whom I drew first blood! Then I also saw my soccer boy. Then there's GRBaby, and others. Oh Im not even close to becoming godlike.

Killing spree, double kill, godlike...
We were supposed to play DotA at 8:30 in the morn since we didn't have DRFL. But.. Well, I failed to get up on time so when I arrived at 10:30, Pat was already furious at both Kaypee and I. Thus, it wasn't a day for DotA. It was but a day for Agawan Base. Teehee. :)

2006-02-07T22:59:00.000+08:00

Isa dalawa tatlo nasan na'ng anino mo?...

Hiyes new song. Actually, ayoko na muna magkaron ng heavy feeling sa aking dibdib. Lalo na't balemtayms na. Aysus. Oh is there really a V-day for ladies like me? Owkay now. "Hold it together!" Bitterness trying to take over.. Mayday!!!
Ah yung song pala para kay... (err what the heck? What's the use?)
New song new outlook. Kailangan di na ko mashadong ma-Hale. HAHA pero ma-Champ parin ako. owyeh. Teka may pic pala kami ni Champ na nahalungkat ko dito sa folders dito sakn. Mwahaha goodness!!

Ay eto pala sa kanta para sa mga DotA guys:
"DOTA wish your girlfriend was hot like me?
DOTA wish your girlfriend was a freak like me? Baby..
DOTA... DOTA Baby DOTA."

Ampness makikita yan sa rm804. Linchak mga adek. Napilitan akong magDota kanina dahil walang HAR. Bigla nalang akong niyaya ni Jules. Kaya hinatak na ung iba, at kami'y nagbabad. DamN! It took us 2 long hours just for a single game! Oh well. Natuwa naman din ako coz may ibang guys from CFAD also na tinuruan ako kung which items to buy and which to drop. Nag double wrath pa ko! Oha thanks to that perseverance item. HAHA antaray! NAging badeng si Zeus kanina! May fenk and farfol ung weapon nia! Oh well. Sana nagstick sa utak ko ung mga pinabili saken nung cfad guy.

PS. Chong humanda ka. WAHAHHA joke!

Tragic.

2006-02-05T18:37:00.000+08:00

It never crossed my mind that such a thing that happened at Ultra would really occur. I feel so bad. So sad that I pity those families whose members have been killed. I wish it never happened.

Anyway, I just got home from Gk Baseco. This day was far more better than it was last Sunday. It's cooler. And then i quote Badet's words: "George, what day is it today?"... "Windy day!" Oh yeah so I thought it was just a Sunday.

Oh well my modem's back na pala! BAck to late-night YM sessions. HAHAHA kidding

Cadbury.

2006-01-16T12:22:00.000+08:00

You may not have heard me speak to you that I love you, but the way that I look into your eyes, the way I smile when you pass by, and the way that my heart feels when you are near... all speaks of what best describes the love that I feel.

2006-01-13T13:00:00.000+08:00

What's happening??

Okay..

I've been separated from my usual internet buddies. (I aint got a modem. Drr)
I've been missing my grandma. It's been days since she left.
I've gotten new chucks. Too girly, though. Strawberry&Chocolate-inspired.WAHAHA But it rained when I wore em.
I've a new crush.
But Cadaver is still on my list. Oh and it isn't "Cadaver" anymore. It's Cadbury. Change is needed since almost everyone knows of it already. Hiiiidddde!!
I've a new hairdo. The bangs are back. Ü
I've new stuff. New clothes. New make-up. HAHA all thanks to Mama. Oh, my new sandals are from Mom, by the way. So I've got to thank her as well.
Champ is in Chimp. I can see him in him. (HAHA LABO!)
Yael bites. Basura na kumanta eh.
I still love to feel makahiya. (It's the plant, in case you don't know) <- now where did this come from? :P

Oh well. There are a lot of things going on, actually. Most of em are here. Yung una na lang na magpop sa utak ko, un nilagay ko dito. Hee hee.

I would like to say I MISS YOU to anyone who gets to read this.

This Latest Addiction

2005-11-28T15:46:00.000+08:00

It's the DotA virus!!! And I've been infected with it...

Yes. Everyday is probabaly always a DotA Day for us. Before, we planned to play dota on Fridays alone. But now, no more. Dota on Tuesdays 4-6pm, Dota on Wednesdays and Thursdays after class, and Dota on Fridays before our P.E class! WEhH adik nuh?

Hindi naman. May self-control pa rin minsan. Pero pag nagkayayaan na, bumibigay. Paisang pilit pa, do-dota na! Hehe nakakagulat para sa ilang mga naglalaro ng dota sa shops na pinupuntahan namin dahil minsan lang sila makakita at makalaro (minsan) with girls. Kaya nabibwisit din kami minsan dahil nagfeefeeling na sila at umiingay. Lumalakas boses, more and more trash talking and the like. But these things actually make it more fun to play! Kaya nga lagi kami naghihilaang maglaro.

Nagsisisihan pa kami kung sino pasimuno, sino pinakaadik, lahat na! AT badtrip, ako ang dahilan. HAHAHA ay hindi! Si Cadaver po ang dahilan. Mwehehe ayoko naman talaga maglaro ng ganyang mga laro, kasi ewan, di ko talaga feel. "Anung point?" un madalas kong sabihin. Pero narealize ko, wala siyang point na ewan, basta ang fun nia lang and parang nagccreate din toh ng special bond seniong magkakaibigan na naglalaro. Just like the Mayahi girls. Before, ako, si Pat, si Anama, Kaypee at Petter lang ang naglalaro at nagaadik. And then there were imes na DotA stuff lang ung topic namin and you can see it in our faces na we really enjoy each dota sesh. Maybe nacurious naren ung iba kung what DotA really is, kaya there, niyaya na rin ung mga iba na itry un. At guess what? Adik2 naren! HAHAHA odiba, the closeness and the fun tht we all share together- benefits of DotA. Inisipan ko ba ng good side and DotA? HAHAHA so what?

Kaya cadaver.. DotA date na. BWAHAHAHA I'm ready for you now. JOKE!!!!!

I'm still in need of a DotA guru.

this rawks!!!!

2005-11-10T17:03:00.000+08:00

Hey yu guys better check this out!

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=1491516901670441597

Go!! stig.

jackpot!

2005-11-10T16:39:00.000+08:00

I love thursdays...

I guess I won't elaborate much on this because if I do, I'd be dead! Not another "buking" moment please. The shame!! One (yesterday) is enough. :( tsk tsk.

I tried to play or rather learn to play this dota that they all play. The hell, it's not my thing, or maybe because it's my first time. I just wish I'd learn to play it. Para naman ano... blahblahblah :P

NEWS FLASH!!!
Gaylord is really gay! Damn him, or her? Ive proven to myself that he IS gay but still, I keep on denying it, hoping of course that he's not. But now... all has changed. H is gay.

yikeee

2005-11-09T15:36:00.000+08:00

BAKA NAMAN by Stonefree

'Di magawang alisin ang aking mata
Sa anghel na nakikita, iniibig na ba kita
O, ewan ko ba

'Di magawang magtanong ang aking bibig
Irog na dalaga (AY BiNATA DAPAT!! :P), sino ka nga ba talaga
Kasi, kasi, kasi

CHORUS
Baka naman may minamahal ka nang iba
Iba naman ang 'yong tinitignan
Sige, sige, baka magsisi

Umiiwas sa 'yong mga tingin
Sa tuwing ika'y tumitingin
Tuwing ika'y tumitingin din sa 'kin, no
Nalilito, gustong ilabas, gusto rin namang itago na lang
Ngunit baka naman 'yong pagtawanan lamang
Kasi, kasi, kasi
[Repeat CHORUS]

Baka naman

Baka naman may minamahal ka nang iba
Iba naman ang 'yong tinitignan
Baka may minamahal ka nang iba
Iba naman ang 'yong tinitignan
Sige, sige, baka magsisi

after two long weeks without going o.L

2005-11-08T16:52:00.000+08:00

I wish my pc's back and kicking...

Oh yeah, it's been like two long weeks since my last online sesh. Grabe.. Di na ba halatang "sabik" na ko?! HAHA
Weh first day namin ngayon.
Ang AdD prof huh, ang taray! But I bet she's okay.
Ang Har prof. Yikee Winnie. Bagsakers. But she has a different aura today. Seems as if she's changed. Well I do hope she has, coz if not.. I should be a bit serious in school now.
I've got two hours with nothing to do. Stupid schedule. Di na lang tinodo. 1-4.. then 4-7pm, just like before.

Nyayie. I'm in this shop with my bitters. Kaypee and Andrea are soooo gay. HAHA picture-picture!!! At gusto pang ilagay ni Andrea ang pics nila sa friendster. Ampowtah.. NGUSO!!! HAHAH :P

Which reminds me... My grudge against nguso. Oh I forgot! It's OUR grudge against her. HAHA I won't tell who she is.. Better keep my mouth shut or else...

Oh I so miss going online. Hahaha addiction. Nah.. 2weeks.. Tsk tsk.. Yikee. (Huh?!)

Break:
Ayoko na, tawang tawa nako kina Kaypee at Andrea. Pikshur ng pikshur!! HAHAHA kung anu-anong poses na ang ginawa whadapak!? HAHAHA di ko na kaya. Kabag alert. Nyahaha

Sayang dapat nakita ko na kanina si Cadaver kaso nahiya kong lingonin siya nung tumingin. HAHAA chicken!!! (oh yeah reminds me of Chicken Little Yeeebah! MAYAHEEE!!**)

To the one who's reading this: Let's watch that cute movie awrighty? At your expense! AHAHA joke lang

Toodliedooo!!! :*

Laugh before you Leave

2005-10-18T00:36:00.000+08:00

Host: Saan ang dream vacation mo?
Girl Contestant: Amangpulo.
Host: What was the very first gift that you gave to your girlfriend?
Male Contestant: Uhmm... taptoy.
Host: What taptoy?
Male Contestant: Taptoy na teddy bird.
Host: What's your ideal age for marriage?
Girl: Uhmm... I am not sure...
Host: Hindi... Kunwari ikaw, more or less...?
Girl: Uhmm... more.(crowd booing...)Sige, Sige... Less, less....
Host: If you had a foreigner friend, where will you bring him toshowcase the beauty of the Philippines?
Girl Contestant: Bocaue.
Host: Bocaue...? Why Bocaue?
Girl: Because it's a magnificent place.
Host: Which part of Bocaue?
Girl: The Bocaue Rice Terraces. (Banawe kaya 'yon!)
Host: Who's your favorite author?
Contestant: Danielle Steele.Host: Why Danielle Steele?
Contestant: Because... because Danielle Steele, I like best. Thank you.
Host: How would you like me to address you?
Contestant: My address is Project 8, Quezon City.
Host: What is your best feature?
Contestant: My graduation feature.
Host: So tell us, why did you join this contest?
Contestant: Me? Join this contest? Why did I... That's all. Thank you!
Host: What do you want to be after you graduate?
Contestant: I want to be a successful Medicine.
Host: Hindi ito boob... hindi ito tube... Pero tinatawag itongboobtube. Ano ito?
Contestant: BRA!
Host: What would you like to say to foreigners?
Contestant: Please come back.
Host: What is your typical day?
Contestant: I think Saturday po!

(Gay Contest)
Host: Ano ang advantage mo sa ibang contestant?
Gay Contestant: I think and believe na bilang isang bading...(longpause)...Ano nga po ulit yung question?
Host: Which part of your body is your best asset?
Contestant: (believe it or not she answered) ...Si Melanie Marquez po!
Host: What is your favorite motto?
Contestant: (after a long pause) I don't have a motto eh.(so the crowd starts helping her out. the crowd started saying, "Time is gold! Time is gold!"). I have na po. Chinese gold!
Host: If you were to describe the color blue to a blind person, howwould you do it?
Contestant: That's a very good question. Keep it up. (then the girlturns and walks away.)
Host: Who is your favorite fictional character?
Girl: JOSE RIZAL! (crowd starts laughing.)
Host: Who is your favorite hero then?Girl: Hulk Hogan.
Host: If you were to become a superhero, what would your power be?
Girl Contestant: Uhmm... bumble bee!
Host: What is your edge over the other contestants?
Girl Contestant: My edge is 23 years old.
Host: What, in your opinion, is the ideal age for marriage?
Girl: Between 24 and 25!
Host: How do you see yourself 10 years from now?
Girl: I'll be 28.
Host: Describe your special someone in three words.
Girl: Kahit nga po 1 word, kaya ko.
Host: Ok, sige...
Girl: In one word... MY LIFE!
Host: If you were given any special power, what would it be?
Girl: Power of Attorney!
Host: So you like reading, who's your favorite author?
Girl: Uhmm, Shakespeare.
Host: What works of Shakespeare?
Girl: Hindi ko po alam eh.
Host: But he's your favorite...?
Girl: Eh... kasi patay na sya eh.
Host: What is the biggest problem facing the youth today?
Girl: Drugs.
Host: Why?
Girl: Mahal eh!
Host: Hey, I heard you almost didn't make it, how did you get here? Didyou ride or did you walk?
Gay Contestant: Of course, did you ride. What do you think of me, didyou walk?

Hoeshoot I really laughed my ass off here!!! TAena sabaw utak ko netoh in all fairness. HAHAHA nice way to forget about all the work done during the previous sem.

Sige dewd tawa pa...

lucky start

2005-10-15T23:53:00.000+08:00

Twas our last day of the finals week. At long last, its'all done. I've waited too long for this.. Yeaaaahhh!!!! Start of sembreak. Gimiks here I come!!!!!

Anyway, as I said, it's our last day plus itwas Pat's early treat for her Bday tomorrow. There, now I tell you what had happened... I begin..
We were singing our throats out cuz we were all having fun singing. Then we ate.. Waw heaven ung food. Eh we were so damn hungry pa naman kanina we couldn't resist the food. Ayun todo LAMON - that's the right word, I tell you. Then we decided to have a FEW drinks. Agnes chose vodka for a start and added Jose cuervo tequilla next. We all had maybe more than 5 shots each. Damn was it great? IT WAS!!!

I just had 5 shots of tequilla. Not bad for a start. It's my first time, really. HAHA and the first time has been good and one hell of an experience. Hell alright. Gumuhit ung init lupet! Pero would you believe? Wla kong tama! Hahaha di mn lang pansin ng Mom ko. Oh yeah.

Taena si Pat laseng. C wendyl sumuka and grounded. Si Kaypee bangag. Si Agnes.. Expert! Hahaha drinking guru na yan! Yebah.. Ang mga bruha naglaseng!!! HoOoOo.. You gays are great. I had fun!!!!!! Happy Birthday PAtly. KISS!!!!

sneezing my brains out

2005-10-13T09:58:00.000+08:00

It's difficult to have allergic rhinitis especially on a very fine day.. (oh so foine, nyak! Haha anu nanaman pinagsasabi ko..)

Waaw. It's only 10am and I'm already here seated in front of my life.. I mean, the ever reliable pc. Unfortunately, I'm not at home. Wednesday should have been my last day but what the fck my agony has been extended. Hanggang Saturday pa ang pagdurusa. MAIOHMAI.. Nakakataba ang pagpupuyat, I'm telling you. Haha ang weird ko. Still in school. Damn.

Ang aking love doctor na si CheeChee ay walang kasing hayop!! Hahaha ampness nakakabanas toh, ung mga pics nia sa friendster, sinama pati ung mga merong kalokohan ko. Nakakahiya. Many may view her page. Many may learn of my silliness. Hahaha maeexpose akoo. ASA!

Hoping mode muna ko. Pero wag nga muna sigurong magexpect ng isang magandang mangyayari for this day. it's still too early right now. Baka tonight is the night, BWAHAHA what the fck!! ASAness!!

2005-10-13T09:57:00.000+08:00

Elevator chaka

2005-10-12T00:08:00.000+08:00

I must be the most stupid girl.. Poor me..

Tanginang sheeet!!! (I can get used to this, haha I wonder, sino nga ba ulit nagpauso nito? It's funny because it has already been a part of our daily chaka wordings.) Okay. Now to the serious part. The Drama Queen now narrates...

Twas this fine Monday morning, first day of the Finals week. I was not that prepared for our Philo exams, but I still managed to scan my notes before the test. Kaypee asked me if I could go with her and see if Mr.Cunanan was in his office. Ok, I said, Let's go. I left my notes and went on. As i opened the door and half of my body already outside, I was shocked to see him fixing stuff inside his locker. "What a surprise! I knew this was going to happen!" I said. So on we went til we walked right infront of him and waited for the elevator to open infront of us. When he was quite done with his whatever, he glanced at me. Automatically, I said "pfsst!". Yuck ang cheap naman, anu? wala, un agad lumabas saken eh. There. That psst was a bit late. Dinaanan na nia ko nung sinabi ko yun. Wow, so slow. Loading. Simple scenarios already make me smile, but this one doesn't. It really bothered me that time. Nilapitan ko tuloy sina Andrea, Che at Annama. Yes, ganung kaitnding effect ang ginawa saken. Hindi lang naman dahil dun na naisnab aku or something, HELOO BABAW NUN! Basta may something kasi na I dont wanna type in here, for he might b able to stumble upon this site. Edi nabuking!

Oh what joy! I was inside the elevator with him and.. beside him. :((
Stupid me. Ewan. Siguro na-shy lang ako sa kanya so I didn't even bother to say "HI!" or whatever. Tanga ko daw sabi Che! Hindi ah. Kala ko di nia ko papansinin e, that's why ginantihan ko. Tinalikuran ko siya. Aarggh!!! Sabay pag labas sermon nanaman mula kay Che. Che is my personal love doctor - for free! Haha :P labyu Cheechee. Pakiss!! Might wanna do me a favor.. HAHAHA! I'm kidding! So un. Sabi ni Che nga antanga2 ko (aw!) may sinabi pala si __ sa kin pero di ko daw pinansin. OH NOOOO!!! Foolish. May sinabi daw sakin pero di ko man lang pinansin kaya sa ibang tao nalang daw sinabi ni __. Owyeah. See how my stoned heart works?

I remember laughing at Pat's mistakes during her blooming Highschool years. I kept on tesing her before.. Sablay!! Reyna ka nga ng sablay! Anu ka ba naman?! Sinayang mo! Parang karma ata. It's my turn. :((

And this someone.. Kelan ka ba magbabago? Nagsasawa na kami sa ugali mo!!! Earth to you!! WAKE UP for crying out loud!!!

balikan natin

2005-10-08T21:09:00.000+08:00

Alalahanin konga ang aking pagkabata.

Buong buhay ko, sa St.Paul na ako lumaki. 4 years old ako nun, tinanong ako ng lola ko, "gusto mo na ba m,ag-aral?", sumagot ako,"pag 5 years old na po ako, five!" sabay taas ng isang kamay na pinapakita ung 5. After a year, yes pinasok ko kasama ni Mama (lola ko) ang Preschool building.. Ooh tahimik. Ayun nagenroll ako shempre. Anu pa ba silbi ng pagpunta ko dun diba?

Kinder 1. Carrot ang ID ko dito na may picture ko pa. Maliit ako at palagi nasa harap pag class picture o pila. Ang kyut ko. HAHAHA asa!! ang titser ko kamukha ni Alice Dixon at kilala niya si Momi,. HAHA
Kinder 2. Doggy ang id ko. BAdtrip nga ko nun dahil green ung sa name ko, eh gusto ko pink. Di naman ako makaangal nun. I am but a small voice. Whaha dito ko pala naranasang magtumbling sa sahig dahil tinulak ako nung nursery na lalake, naghahabulan kasi kami, e may platform pala, ayun! Blag!! Aray bukol. Anu na kaya kinahinatnan nung lalakeng un ngayon? Tapos pinuntahan nila ako kasama ung teacher nila, kapit-kamay parang kala mo kung ano. Dito din ung nagbatuhan ng ABC Blocks ung mga kaklase ko vs. Kinder 1 boys. HAHA riot oh, batuhan! Dinamay pa ko, napunta tuloy kami sa office. Crush ata ko nung isa kasi tinuturo ako at ung hita ko, bata-bata chansing na! HAha pero basta innocent pa ko nun.
Grade 1. Uuy gradeschool na. Ang service ko dito isang green kay Mang Toti at cream kay Mang ewan basta! Ansya ng stroller ko parang pati katawan ko gumugulong. HAhaha BAdtrip tawag saken ng adviser ko, GEORGELENE. Whatdapak? Ipaghalo ba?!? It's Georgina Helene, Miss. Or if you like, Georgina is fine and better than Georgelene. Pero dito ko unang maging Chairman ng committee, dito din ako nagkamit ng madaming award! Girl genius! HAHA
Grade 2. Gusto ni Sab ang shoes ko. Dahil Spiritual Committee Chairman ako, ang vice ko ay papalit-palit. Kung sino lang na ma-feel kong maging vice, HAHA labo! Balakang 2000 si Mrs. Gay de Villa.
Grade 3. Naging cheerdancer ako. Aw! Haha yeah
Grade 4. Kabarkado ang "BRAINY" bunch. Hahaha masya dahil may pamilya pa kaming nalalaman at dito ako ang bunsong may kakambal. Ako si Sweety Paddy at si Natts si Honey Paddy. Angkyut! Cheerdancer paren ang lola.
Grade 5. Ayoko ng mga wire sa Computer Lab. Ayoko nung static. Napagalitan tuloy ako. The horror!!!! Ang harot! HAHA inagawan ko daw ng bestfirend si Joan? E helow bestfriend kona kaya si Angeline dati pa. Aysus Ba!
Grade 6. Dito ko naging kabarkada ang mga mahahalay na bata at puro kalokohan. Syet! Ito ang ugat. HAHAHA andito din si Sister Vee, sabi niya, "Kung walang transformation, suri na lang!" sabay may hand movements pa un. Hahaha funny!!!!
Grade 7. Uuui last year na, dalaga na ko, Hahaha ako ang sampaguita girl sa play namin ng Perhaps. Ayoko ng main role dahil mashadong seryoso, nagiiyakan. Di kaya ng powers ko. Kaya akin ang unang scene! Bida noh? Bida ng mga extra. HAHAHA muka kong pulubi nun. Gravacious. Mukan tanga ichura. ampowtah! TAs Ayun gradweyt nako! Minake-up-an ako ni Momy. Yihee dalaga na.. HAHAH di nako cheerdancer nang taon na ito. Awwmehhnn na-shy ang lola. DAlaga na ksi. WHAHA ampness

Ansaya! Actually madami pang masayang nangyari, shempre memory gap. HAHAHA basta ayus! un na un.

P.S (liham?HAHA) Simula kinder 2 ay naging matalik ko nang kaibigan si Natts. At hanggang ngayon, barkada pa rin kami. (pati ang mga momi namin, hahaha)

ngayon alam ko na kung bakit payat ako

2005-10-08T20:53:00.000+08:00

6 days straight...

What the f**k? 6 consecutive days akong pumapasok ng school. Grabeee.. Ambigat ng load na binibigay ng mga ulongks. Maigaspolgas. (Hahaha anu daw?) Sana lang tumaba ako kahit laging puyat. Sana ganun na lang noh? Kung madalas ka magpuyat, tataba ka! Pero shempre parang ang sagwa naman nun diba? Biglang taba after 6 days! HAHAH anu ba tong naiisip ko? Bangenge.

Ansaya pala mag-sew. Gumagawa kasi kami ng tapestry sa NatSci subject namin. After years, nakapag-tahi ulit ako. Yea! Ansaya, pwede na daw mag-asawa. Haha dahil dun lang e noh. Mga kaibigan ko talaga, timangs magisip. (Oh no! Ika nga, birds of the same feather... Ayoko na ituloy. :)) Sana uno na un. Mahirap magtahi huh, natutusok ako palagi nung needle, duguan. HAHA tapos ansarap ipakita kay Che ung lumabas na dugo kasi nahihilo siya at nadidiri. Yea!!! Peace kay Chiri Mi. Baka di na ako ilibre ng Zagu nian at bka ibuking ako kay Cadaver. If this happens, patay! Wala, guho na mga pangarap ni Inday. Hahaha puro na ko kalokohan..

Finals week na! Aruy ngarag na ngarag na ichura ko. Isa na akong butong naglalakad at yumayakap sa bitters. paKiss!! Hahaa seriously, parang bibigay na katawn ko. Nakakaubos ng dugo (Che dugooooo!!!!) pero parang aww kasi 2nd sem na sa November. Okai bilis naman. Parang kelan lang (achuchu reminisce?!?) neneng-nene pa ko. May gatas pa sa labi at tumatakbo nang nakapalda sa Saint Paul. Aw! HAHA kdirs.

Oks na toh. Nature calls. HAHAHA

sablay

2005-10-07T02:07:00.000+08:00

Bakit ganun? Lagi na lang akong sablay. Ako ba o ung pagkakataon?

Dati, sa isang taong binibigay ko na kay Andrea. (Iyo na please, haha) ang insensitive ko that time. Di ko naisip na baka na-hurt ko siya. Sinabi pa talaga ni Annama at saka lang aku nauntog.

Ngayon naman, dito sa taong sabi ni Che ay mahal ko daw. Sht mahal ko ba yun? Kung ako man, di ko masagot yun. Malay ko ba? Manhid ako eh. Asa.
Lunes pa lang... gusto ko makita anu kaya nagbago sayo? Baka meron akong mapansin. Para di naman uli maging manhid. But nooo, I didn't see you that day. As in buong araw. Aray! Tae.
Kanina... Alas! Nakita kita nang palabas ka ng building at kami ni Che ay papasok. yes, nasabi ko. Antaray nakita kita after 4 days! Saya ko na. Tiningnan kita pero di ka tumingin, nag-ayus ka pa ng buhok mo. (tanging gusto ko sayo, antaray! heheh joke lang) Naisip ko, baka umiiwas ka. Kaya, yumuko na lamang ako at gaya mo, umiwas ako. Masakit. Kasi biglang humirit si Che: "Anu ka ba ba't di mo pinansin?!?! Nakatingin kaya!!!!" Sh*t sablay!! MALAY KO BA? Sinong sablay? Baka ako ano?

Minsan na nga lang kita makita, di pa kita nakausap. Di pa kita tiningnan. UMIWAS PA KO. I must be stupid. Yeah. I am, I guess.

Naisip ko tuloy ung mga napansin ko... Sa tuwing mag-isa kong naglalakad, lumalapit ka at nagbibiro pa. Pero pag anjan sila, asan ka? Hayun umiiwas na. Bihirang tingin na lang. Kung hindi naman, nakatingin ka tas un na, or ngiti kang pangiwi. Aray naman. Badtrip bat ganun?

Sht cadaver what's wrong?!

exhausted

2005-10-05T19:52:00.000+08:00

It's been 4 days since my last online session. Oh well, I have been very busy with school stuff these past few days. There were nights when I'd stay up too late and get at most 3hours of sleep, then get back to school again. Whew! Now I've got puffy bags under my eyes! Haha ugly.

It's supposed to be my ONLY rest day today, but no! I had to come to school since we'd talk about matters concerning our finals for AdPrac. We have got to win this!!! Beat LION's class! (right Annama?!?) There,there. Basta ang sakit sa ulo, kulang sa tulog sobra!

Finals na this coming week. Paguran, ngaragan.. Name it! Busy days and nights are coming. Right now,I can already feel it. Yeah. So tiring. Good Lord I'm still alive!!

2005-10-01T20:11:00.000+08:00

Today I write about the things that happened yesterday, for the site became available just now, I think.

Yesterday was a day meant for our Recollection. Oh yes, another time to learn more and keep my faith,, a time to "recollect myself", as Father Chi said. Wendyl and a few decided not to attend, for reasons that I don't want to know. It's their own decision, it's just that, sayang din un. Anyway, the speaker was talking about mainly on love and the like - having boyfriends, wanting ex's back, and the feeling of being an n.b.s.b type. Darnation!! HAHA

Of course, temptations are everywhere as well as distractions, since all Second Year students from CFAD were there - oh, not all, my mistake. We arrived a few minutes late, the heck what's new?! HAHA I didn't see cadboi there. Too bad, I said to myself. Never mind. After learning a song, with matching hand eklats - movements that is, I looked at the back part of the auditorium and to my surprise, he was there. Nice, I thought. Now that is what you call distraction. Stealing glances is now what you call answers to temptation. Haha so maybe cadboi IS a temptation that time. Funny.

I wouldn't dare to write the exact details of what happened, for that person might be able to view this and have a clue on this- this madness. HAHA but I just feel good and happy because I was able to confess my sins and pour out all my bad feelings that I've kept, to someone I knew who stood as my line to God - a priest. It was really nice, cause He is a priest and, AhH, it's just better I guess, than to a guidance councilor. Haha no offense.

Now I'm an angel. HAHAH well not really, of course. I'm still a sinner, I'm no saint yeah,yeah. (well maybe some time I will be, haha asa!!)

spill it out!

2005-09-28T14:57:00.000+08:00

Too precious...

I met you one day, through friends that I accidentally met and knew. We never knew or noticed each other, I guess. Until that day, I saw you walking with them towards me. They said "Hoy!", and you said nothing. Then I knew you were meek, my very total opposite. They then introduced you to me, a wave and a smile were my answers. You did the same, only you did not wave. Coz if you did, yea, I'd laugh. Just an acquaintance. Yes. Yes.

You had this bad habit. A vice, for me, that I observed. I know all guys do this. All guys drink. You guys drink too much. Red horse is the name, strong as it's known. But it's okay. Enough said.

Coz I know we're friends, we just flash a smile, shout out loud our names, and raise eyebrows to say "Hi!". These are the usual things that we exchange to each other. Friendly. You're just one of my acquaintance-that-became-friends.

Then a year has passed. I never really knew that I'd notice you. Just now that I realize that, hey, you've got something that I like. Got this feeling for less than a month. See how long since I've never noticed you? It took a year before you became this someone to me. But. I will never tell you that I feel for you this way. Yes, maybe never, alright.

I'd just savor the times that we meet and talk. Lust-free liking. Haha! Clean as it is. Coz you're my friend and I want to keep you as that. But of course, the liking is still there. Only kept from you. I'm too shy to tell - I'm a lady you know, I can't tell it to you face-to-face. It's okay if you wouldn't notice. I just need to see you whenever I want to.

My friends already know who you are and how I feel. I hope your friends wouldn't. I'd be dead scared.. Ang mga yon puro kalokohan. They can shout it out loud, just as you're all calling out my name when we're on the same floor. - I missed that. Before you used to shout it out loud with them, but why not now?

I noticed how you would see me before and now. When I'm with my girls or just someone, you just stare at me and show a bit of smile - JUST THAT! But when I'm alone, that's the only time that you approach me. I like you hair... guess what? My friends say you're fine. I tell them, "what's mine is mine!!" And we all laugh.

But snap back to reality. You're not mine. -yet! HAHAHA (kidding)

what i missed in highschool

2005-09-21T18:39:00.000+08:00

I'll forever be this way. Hanep, sobrang pagod na and nako, ang stress na toh, ewan ko nalang, it's killing me. Anyway. Since I've got all the time in this world, im back in business. Haha joke. Balik ym, balik late-night ym sessions with friends. Back to my real life, probably. But still not having my social life back. La na. I miss going out with my barx -- Window-shopping, eyeing on guys at Galle, watching horrific movies, ah just strolling. Oh not to mention our numerous wacky pics! Sht i miss the good old HS days. But fortunately, I'm still reminded of these cuz believe it or not, my college barx do these things with me as well! Haha odebah ayus ayus!! Miss kona magbilliards!!! BANO NA KO!!! Shet. Beginner stat nanaman aku pag punta ko sa bilyaran nina Mikoy. HAyuf!!! HAahaahah anu beh. MISS KO NA KAYOOOOOO!!!!! :D ang elbs, syet so miss those days na pinagtatawanan naten ung mga u-know-who-in-pertaining-to girls (or tibs?!?!) HAHAH miss kona den ang pizza eating session namin ni menia. gobble it all up in 5mins! Hahaa yakangyaka!!! takawness. buti nalang di kami tumataba. Advantage of havin a black hole in our stomachs. oyeah! so there hafta end this here, will be doin my philo paper. Hrrnes. Toodles!

goodness!

2005-09-20T23:12:00.000+08:00

Damn! Yesterday I was already panicking!! My pc's been down for over a month, and it's only tonight that it had been recovered from its grave.. Yesterday i had so many things going on in my mind. I was thinking how I'm going to be able to submit papers for har and philo if my pc would be fixed later on Sunday. Then when I got home. Bam! Surprise! Surprise! Welcome to the real world!! Haha i missed this. Really. Fun fun fun!! :D

a new one again

2005-06-29T17:40:00.000+08:00

Why the heck did I create another blog? Well, Annama told me to do so cause she has a new one to. Do like Annama. HArhar. Oh well. I've abandoned my Xanga and I bet I wll do the same with this one too. But I hope I can take some time from my loaded class sked and update this blog. I sure hope I could!

Anyway, I feel bad and blue today. I'm having this allergic rhinitis again and this kada prob came my way. I feel bad cause my nose already hurts. Teehee. ANd I feel blue cause...err maybe i'll just shut my mouth and won't comment on it.

Oh well. Tis my first post, pabuenas muna. Maybe the next post will be, uhh a couple of days or weeks from now. HAHA sobra enoh, pero still, will try my best to keep posted.